Typology and Writing

     I have never really thought about what type of writer I am. I have always completed my writing assignment and turned it in. I have never really enjoyed writing. I don’t write in a journal. I don’t have a desire to write. Sometimes when I write I get lost in the writing. Not lost in a good way. I get to a point and I feel stuck. I feel like I can’t make it through the assignment.     
     I received a 56% on Introvert. I do believe this score should be much higher. I am constantly wanting to be alone. I find being alone gives me the time to relax and just do what I want to do. I love sitting in the dark with a coffee, warm blanket, and a funny TV show. I rarely want to go out. In the winter, it is too cold. In the summer, it is too hot. I prefer being in my house than going to parties. I do attend 1 party a year. I put on my fanciest dress and heels. I spend hours at the Teal to Heal Ball. I go to this event because it helps women in the Ozarks surviving Gynecological Cancers. When I go to Baseball games, I find myself having panic attacks with all the people around me. My heart starts racing and I get sweaty palms. My hearing feels like everything echoes. It scares me sometimes.     
     I received a 50% on Sensing. I think this score is about right. I do get emotional when the situation has to do with me personally. I am not the kind of person to cry at movies. I do have a hard time when people around me are sad. I cannot relate to them. I tend to stay away from people suffering from loss of family or friend. I just don’t know what to say to people experiencing that loss. I was always taught to suffer in silence. To never show emotion in public. It is hard for me to communicate me feelings. I tend to bottle it all up until it explodes. It has been this way since I was a kid. I was never an emotional person.     
     I received a 38% in Thinking. I am not sure of what to think about this one. When I do get into the thinking process, my mind tends to wonder. I will be focused on something like government and I will end up on shoes. I have short term memory problems. I am not sure why I can’t remember things that were told to me several times. If I don’t write it down, I will never do it.     
     I received a 67% in Judging. I do believe this to be about right. I don’t necessarily judge other people. I am a harsh judge to myself. I feel like my best is never good enough. I feel like I should be like the girl next to me. Always looking her best and never failing. I do fail. When I fail, I feel destroyed. It takes a lot for me to get back up and try again.     
     I don’t think I have a bad perception of myself. I do wish I could improve as a writer. Expand my communication skills. Explore the possibilities of the unknown. I do think that if I write about my experiences it will help me break through to the next chapter of writing. I need to discover what will take me to the next level of writing. I need to get past being an introvert and judging myself and just be free. I think this test has made me discover who I am. I hope it will help me become who I want to be. What type of writer I can become.  

Here is a link to my Jung Typology Test:
http://www.humanmetrics.com/hr/JTypesResult.aspx?EI=-56&SN=50&TF=38&JP=67